asked and answered

WAR!!!!

Wed, 01 Aug 2007 22:38:25 GMT

off to pennsic, and soon off to WMAW.

been an odd season. i was down for 5 weeks with shoulder issues, but those seem resolved, though the fiare will keep me away from practice for a few more weeks. i still get a little work in, but it is over all somewhat frustrateing.

any way, the boss says that pennsic folks are already asking after me. I find this amusing. The girl is attending the war at nicsie's request, or invite, however you view it. at first i was a bit guarded about it, but now I am happy to share. I my have put and end to a few Scadians though, so as to keep my little Valkirie from wringing the necks of would be userpers. he he.

no, i exaggerate, but it does make for pretty pic. if you have not seen it, email me, i will mail a pic of her costume.....solid brass corsette. ouch and yum all at once.

any way, the fire is definetly waxing in my heart at the moment, and i have work to do. peace campers, and a report on things after the war.

Ciao. tchuess, and peace.

GRrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 05:30:30 GMT

Spring Comes ungently this year, with odd news and sad shadows in the light of coming summer. I know that what was said was the truth. there was an unspoken question asked, that the most ungentle of all.

the sleet and hail around me in this city of extremes were but forshadow.

the wolves that ride my shoulders were christians have an angel and a devil, they have thier thoughts. the young wolf is hungry and careless. the old wolf sees that I know my own heart, and reminds me that there can be know knowing the hearts of others, and even if I could, I steer only my course.

but the lighter things, this spring will give way to many good things this summer. So I will look there till the sun again come from behind marches clouds.

this never has been a season for me to like.

stolen

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 05:34:27 GMT

Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.

1. I kepy my hair light for two years after it got dark, I stoped only because i felt to vain for caring.
2. I dislike dreaming, and when younger, would avoid sleep so i would not have to.
3. I have never been able to volutarily relax
4. I don't like to sit still, and will randomly stand up or sit in odd positions to deal with this problem.
5. I like speaking in verse.
6. Women's skin Smells better than any perfume i have encountered, And makeup is often scary.
7. In high school a girl (who was in many of my classes) was berateing me for...silly reasons, I told her i was not me, and she looked very embarrassed and left off, so easy was i to forget.
8. I like to cook from recipies that i have memorized or only glanced at briefly. preferably some weeks past.
9. my eyes don't see colors the same, to a noticable degree.
10. I almost never make suggestions in jest. It only seems that way.

Winter

Fri, 15 Dec 2006 05:47:52 GMT

Ah the cold of the year. that time when i have the worst eating habits, the greatest trouble sleeping, and the most time to think on the past. The trend is differnt this year in so far as i can only look at the futre with any comfort. things are coming together, though, as always, never as fast as i'd like. My sister-that-is-not and most unwilling priestess, She says that now is not a time for the past. I'll go with that.

The gods are mostly silent for the moment. Or perhaps I am not listening. I have been...disjointed as of late. but there is much on my thoughts, and old mistakes being shown to me, with ready solutions. or at least, vengance in the name of the unlucky lass most damaged in the process. oddly i doubt it would be appriciated. Never the less, can't let it stand. insult deliberatly added to injury cannot go unmarked. tolerance invites more trouble.

the days run out to renew a promise to the lady. but I think that it will be settled soon enough.

so there is no poetry in my heart this evening, twas spent earlier on friends, So i suppose my propper winter rant will have to wait. well, off to brace and ready for another asa-holiday,

though i am irked that there will be no new steel to bring to the circle this time around. found my ol' meade cache thought, so at least there can be propper drinking. I don't like offering the gods beers when there is better to be had. simply not polite.

waitign for the cold to properly come and make this city small clean agian

Hmmmmmmmmm

Fri, 22 Sep 2006 01:00:38 GMT

Falling into fall. another season. My favorite season, Crisp and cool, sharp. we all prepare for the coming of the cold and the sleep of winter. this is truely a hunter's season, with out heat to weary us and with the motivation of winters heavy hand spurring us.

I am working again, though not how I thought I would be. Shrug. I don't mind. I am a Serpent in a pool of sharks. It's an interesting place, where calousness and happyness co-exist. though I think that may be more of My take than that of those around me. This work comes with the help of an old friend. much thanks there.

This work is a balm on many problems, and will be of much use in coming months. I am here picking thorns out of my side one by one, wondering at how long i have let them lie there. Still, is good to have them out. Lets see how many there are that can be pulled..............

old friends are a theme at the opening of this season, with the return of another old friend on the horizon. it will be interesting, now thrice burned, he has begun to fear the women. I think. Perhaps i hope, given that he likes to repeat his lessons, I think a rest from the fires-that-teach will do him well. And besides, we all what pains the other half brings. (or the same half if you swing that way) good too.

But I have often said there is good and bad in all things. People only serve to prove this rule correct.

perspective and use determine the balance twixt the two.

Heh, now i suppose He'll take those lines from the ol' book to heart. I am smiling at that thought. phils says I mihgt be a prophet, but of what?
thats for y'all to tell mine after I am long Past.

Well, I'll just crack me neck and get to running. It;s a season for remembering life. Not waiting for death. She'll bring winter soon enough.

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 14:05:29 GMT

I am returned from the War.

It was a good war. now to return to the task of finding work other than spot jobs and Labor. I have enjoyed labor and spot jobs, but they are advancing my goal. not that I have any Idea of what would. We'll burn that bridge later.

I asked the lady many Questions. She did not give me the answers I was expecting. also, she lead me to collect a drunken friend down in the swamp. fortune, fortune.

Still, the answers I got hint heavy towards the future, and that bears considering. strongly so.

Summer

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 03:37:12 GMT

Huh. Strange things.

Bent till the breaking I am, And Looking and strange things. Old things, New things, things I won't do.
Things I'll Need.
So there is still Flux but atleast I have an Idea of where i want the BAttle to lead to. At least I Don;t have to fight any people. there will be odd news before the lady is full again, and there will be travel. But where Will I go? How long Will I be gone from this Place? Too long., or not long enough? HOw much has this Hurt me? some, surely. all this waiting is no good,
But the red Haired Girl, She is right, it is foolinsh to give in and Do what is expected over what I want. now the trick is to have money along with my ecccentic little life. I See the Path, the 4ht one, she remeinded me of that. She has that knick, to speak one sentence and remind me of a years worth of thought. Perhaps Part of why I love her. I knew there had to be a reason... ;)

So I know what I am, now to find a way for that to work. Harder, that trick, but not as bad as they say. just reach and take, it's ther eif yo uwork at it. Hear dit all before, and have belived it fot years. now to be done wit hapathy. I am to old to rest, or i won't have what i wish while i am still young.
Sigh.
Tired, but tired from work is a good thing.
I'd be awake if the Girl was here, heh, but she knows that.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

old - rambling

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 23:53:33 GMT

So, ok, times of change. got lots job change coming up.

Got friends slipping further, or dying or dead.

got friends returning, emerging, and stabilizing.

Got two carvings, one of sun and one of moon, to remind me of my error and guide me down the path.
There is so much afoot. I feel i will bend in the times to come, and that I will emerge truer to what I am. I am a protector of youth, a line in the sand. I am a wolf, a teacher and protector, Yet harbinger of Choas and death. death of a nation, and birth of faith. My faith.

Your faith.
War for the war god, that is what echoes on my lips from years ago. but which one? I am no blind follower, no aries, though it be my sign. my war god is tyr, Just war, rightious war, Sacrifice to much becasue others will not act. One without fear. binder of chaos.

I have cast aside my spear, it is held by younger gods, more favoured than I. I hold now a sword. Come hel's hound, I'll slay you.

I like the spring, When the lady returns, and the world wakes up, flowers and children. My mind dwells over my charges, self-appointed of course. I will try to see them throuhg safly, till I cannot follow any more. so wide spread thewy will be. NO matter, they are here now.

war for the war god.

My rutting Birthday

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 06:24:56 GMT

To much has passed since the days when i was truly young. I am not even sure how i define when those days were. Dead friends. Shattered Loves, wasted time.

Sheesh, You'd almost think i was unhappy from reading that. Not so much.
Just tired a musing. It has been a long strange ride to get here.

Officially in my Late 20's.
so, i am not old yet. when ever that is.
A little behind on my goals, but catching up.

loves come more often that they go, So iam not discontent there.

Meh. JUst gotta keep on going.
the path reveals it self one step at a time.

The kids

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 06:07:46 GMT

Well, It was along weekend with the old-tyme crew. it was good to see every one, tough it tok a funeral toi make it happen. oddly, these things remind me of why i have to keep my friends apart. they all have wildy difernt life-philosiphies. main foucusing on religion and disapproval of each other work habits and disapproval of each other dating habits. As course and rough as I am with those folks who I don't carefor, it amazes me how much shit i will take from those who i do like. Pshish. and I still hav ehte nerve to tell other not to stand on the fence. well, i gues i am quick to takes folks in, and slow to give up old loyalties. but still, i would like to have just one group outing they did not involve dissapproving glares, or religious in fighting. Porra and i should not complain, there was more good than bad....

HaHA

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 16:22:38 GMT

BIrd man, you'll Kill us all....

but more seriously, I feel Much, much better. AND she gave me a picture. A nice one even, witha pretty dress and every thing. I am well pleased.

also, that book store was very cool. people could hang there for days. I liked the unlit back room. every store needs an unlit back room...if only there had been more time....but i'm evil liek that, always thinking of interesting venues....

Heh

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 18:24:57 GMT

So. work is againtrying to conspire to make Me fat., I must avoid the cookie. MMMmMMMmmm cookie. I need to work out more. any one wanna buy me a gym member ship..

funny

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 16:09:12 GMT

You are a
Social Liberal
(80% permissive)

and an...
Economic Conservative
(63% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Libertarian

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first one

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 15:08:46 GMT

we'll start with this pic, cause

A. i am vain.....?

B. it's a fun pic.

3. it clearly identifies me to those who know me. Well, I gotta go, there are fun things to do, liek work, and sleep, ahead of me.